And the future is bright – new 2010 goals

I’ve been doing lots of thinking about art and quilts. Soul searching if you will. I know what I want to do, which is multi-task and turn out lots of art to sell. But with my RA that just is not a feasible wish. It seems I have a good day and do lots of things with energizer bunny speed and then pay for it for days afterwards. Don’t ever believe the advertisements that there is a cure out there or that you suddenly can do everything you did before if you take the magic pill or magic shot. Ah, I wish it was so.

Maybe that’s why I’ve become a deep thinker about my chosen avocation. Well, that and an incident that happened this week over the local art league’s upcoming fiber art show. Without going into too much detail, the chairperson of the event had a one woman show last year. When the call for art went out this year I answered it. The chairperson refused to answer all my questions about things like if it’s juried when will I know, how long will the show hang, details of invitations and the opening reception. Let it be said that she made participation as difficult as possible and then told the league president I was angry over not showing postcards. After having all my pieces accepted and receiving an email with that information I received another email a short time later from her telling me that their little show didn’t have the “scope and prestige” I was after. Where in the world that came from is anyone’s guess…left field, right field?…but she finally hit a home run with her final insult and I withdrew from the show.

I’ve run this by a few other fiber artists and it was funny in an odd way that her behavior hit them the same way it hit me. I laughed when a good friend said it was a backhanded compliment that my work was too good for her, such a nice way to put it. The general consensus has been that she was jealous and/or intimidated that her work didn’t stack up. She did not want to give up one glimmer of the spotlight.

Should I have continued to ignore her sniping and delivered my pieces for the show? I had no confidence that they would have been hung other than in the back of the gallery and I assumed I would have been relegated to the refreshment table during the reception, if not under the table out of sight. I find her behavior so very odd since the circle of fiber artists around the world are the most caring and supportive group of women and men I’ve ever come across. As a community, we cheer on everyone else’s successes.

So now at the end of this long post I will tell you why the future is bright. Since I know that I can’t produce mountains of any kind of art I’ve decided to be very selective. My goal for 2010 was to jury for Houston and hopefully get a piece accepted. But the fiasco with this person made me sit up and take notice. Maybe I am good enough to enter any show I want. Maybe I’m good enough to make 3 pieces to jury for Quilt National….maybe, just maybe, I could get in. So I am going for the big gold ring, I will reach for the highest star of the art quilt world and start on 3 pieces to be completed in time for jurying at the Dairy Barn.

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6 thoughts on “And the future is bright – new 2010 goals

  1. I am really glad you have reacted in the way you have, you just make her eat her words.There are lots of green people out there and they do'nt come from Mars.She is a big fish in a little pond and her attitude will show others what she really is like re quilting and shows.You hve great goals, wishing you every success.janette

  2. Awwwww just tell that lady to go jump inna lake. Your work is beautiful, and I am sure with your talent, you will meet your goals for this year. Go, girl!

  3. I like your spirit. We cannot change other people, but we can change our reactions to this kind of silliness, and you are definitely taking the high road.Diana in Ohio

  4. I really know where you are coming from… my fibro keeps me from doing what I Really want to do…. little things become big distractions.Your experience with the fiber show was a real bummer! I exhibited and took a first place ribbon in the mixed media category of a show a local art group put on. I was given an application to join the group by a pair of members who liked my work and thought I would be a good addition to the group (didn't have to be a member to exhibit). When I went to pick up my piece at the end of the show, I was informed that I am no longer welcome to show again. One person said that "it wasn't fair"…. I ditched the application to join.I like your new goals… From what I have seen of your work, you are good enough to Go for The Gold!! I look forward to hearing of an acceptance to Quilt National in the future!! 🙂

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